With Your Fingers in my Eyes

Long time no write...whoops.

I've never worked so much in my life...well maybe i have. its just so tiring working 7 days a week, but i guess not really. i go back and forth between 2 jobs. mon, tues, wed, and saturdays at the Consignment Shop 10-6:30 and thurs, fri, and sunday 10-4:30 at the restuarant. Im trying to rake in the money...TRYING...except those 2 weeks prior i have been spending money and drinking a lot.

After Cory left, Tonia came to visit to NYC.
This is Tonia for all who dont know

That is Tonia on the left...Tonia is an odd one.. I like her... She is very smart... she is going to be my new roomie in new york. (that is Shannon the right, she moved to Las Vegas, she is quite a character)

So tonia coming was awesome. its going to be fun living with her. She came on sunday night, she arrived pretty late and she also arrived to a party at my apartment and me fucked up...whoopsy..her dad dropped her off at my apt, and he was prbly like, "what the fuck? where am I dropping my daughter off?" and he was lost at that, so i had to talk to Tonia when i was drunky and high and give her directions and ontop of that i live in Harlem and it prbly looks pretty ghetto and scary to those who have no experienced a place like that....i dont really know what that means....but yeh... I worked that day (sunday) and after work I went to Brooklyn by myself to see my roomie Hallie sing with my friend Dana, I arrived to the bar and i had ONE beer, which led to me having 3 more drinks....WHOOPS...and then having a afterparty at my apt...

ST. Patricks Day.... I worked...BUTT then when i came home Tonia, Hallie, Hallie's mommy, and I made a huge dinner, smoked and drank, it was yummy. then hallie, tonia, and I went out to a bar on Times Square...it was crowded...we danced I got drunky...then we met up with more friends and went to nathans house and smoked..but before we had taken the subway which my dumbass decided to get into a argument with a homeless bum. i was drunk, he prbly was too, and he came on the subway shouting and being angry calling everyone all these racist things and fighting with this white dude who was trying to defend himself and doing a bad job at it...so i guess i couldnt stand it anymore and chimed in saying stuff like "you dont know what your talking about" and "how do you know what race he is anyways" blah blah, i dont really know...but this bum starting cursing at me and getting in my face calling me all these hurtful shitty racist crap and i took it but then i got in his face and i dont really remember what i said, but i guess i stumped him, he then was like "your kinda of cute and very fiesty, i like that in a woman" he kept saying that over and over...we left the subway and hallie told a cop about this man....i guess so he wouldnt follow us...we went to nathans and smoked...we all stayed up till about 5:30am....

happy st. patricks day....

what did YOU do? let me guess for some....this is what i would have done if i didnt work...

get up, watch the parade, start drinking in the day time and get drunk then pass out, wake up again and start drinking...DANCE.

Tuesday, Tonia and I recovered, my first day off and prbly only, b/c of a scheduling fuck up on both jobs....tonia and I met up with one of my many Savannah friends Megan...

This is Megan. she is real cool. she has been my friend for about 4 years now. we went to london together, she has seen me at my most wasted, she has saved me, she has helped me.
i love her.

We had lunch and Megan and I blabbed about Fashion and the new senior class, (we are both fashion majors)

Tonia and i recovered some more... and watched a really good movie with friend and hallies mommy and smoked...Everyone should watch this movie...its REALLY good and sad...and good.
Watch is Ilenia...
its called, "Trade"
its about sex trafficking with kids

Wednesday I dont remember...I worked....it rained...Tonia came to my Consignment Shop and looked at clothes. we then walked in the rain, ate Indian Food. came home and drank and smoked.

Thursday Tonia left. I ran errands. I went to work. work was slow, but i got a free amazing scarf from the lost and found, free bakery goods like strawberry shortcakes and easter cookies. I hung out with Hallie at the apt.

My life is actually pretty busy and productive. I am still interviewing with Internships, i dont know how i would fit it in with my busy schedule. i am thinking i have to make a decision where I have to either wait on the internship or drop a job. but i really like both of my jobs. I am learning so much at the clothing shop and i have such great friends at the restaurant. I dont know.

sometimes life is about making sacrifices...

I dont know what i am doing with mine.

Bob and I are doing quite well. I gave him a ultimatum.

Come to New York or I will never speak to you ever again...

he says he's coming.. blake and i have a bet...Blake bets me 10 dollars he will.. I dont think so...

i just want bob to come visit...goddammit.

Also there are two more friends from SAvannah in town now..
Dru and Ursula. it will never end.

I think i am going to go out tomarrow night. This guy i met at the airport in Jan. that i talked to for 40 min found me on facebook and we have been messaging, he lives in new york, not the city. he is my age, he is going to be in the city tonight and gave me his phone number to meet up with him...i did not call him..whoops

I also keep buying clothes from my store. see this is why i shouldnt work at a clothing store. I bought the best jeans ever all designer clothes!! i also bought my first real good designer piece of clothing...Georgio Armani...yum. dont worry i got it for real cheap! i get to see when everything goes on sale sale and snatch it before anyone else does... it was 13 dollars! orginally it was 85.00. fuck yeh for me...i know no one cares... oh well.

Spring IS HERE.

its time for Spring Flings....or maybe just Rain.