Sunday, April 20, 2008

smokey the bear


i havent Blogged for a long time. sorry guys..not that you really care, i think b/c

1) I have a life now
2) I talk to jenna like all the time, sorry ilenia, but i do read all your posts
3) I am lazy and an alcoholic

Life is busy busy busy. so much is going on! I dont know where to start. still working at the same jobs, but i work so much i think its starting to get to me, like constantly "serving and helping" people, whoa that sounds wrong like i like helping people but not when someone is like "can i some ketchup, can i get my check, thats not what i ordered?"
or at my other job when the women are "can i see how much that Chanel purse is, can i get this dress for cheaper, blah blah"

but im making money so yeh. also i am spending alot too, i think everytime i work at the clothing store job i buy something, my wardrobe is turning designer, its cool though, either i am buying or snatching things from the sales floor and sticking them in the back room to put on hold to buy when cheaper!! haha im such a cheater!

I also have made so many friends, so now i am always hanging out with people and hence spending money, like lets go out to eat or lets go get a drink...ooopsy..

I have this new bff here in new york, her name is Ericka, shes real sweet (as in sweet, cool?) i dont make sense, anways, we work together and she reminds me a lot of my best friend Melissa from Savannah, shes real kooky and down to earth, i think thats why i like her. shes not like one of those "im from new york and im a badass" kinds of girls..

I think im obesssed with clothes now...more than ever.

but having two jobs means having double the friends, i love everyone i work with. my boss from the clothing store is super cute, i have a crush on him, his name is Peter...he's this pretentious assholey, dry humored, sarcastic, 43 yr old, snobby, wears the same thing everyday (jeans and a orange shirt) Libra (Ilenia remember i told u i always fall for libras?) i think new york is the best place on earth kind of guy. Thats what peter is like. but i totally have the hots for him...

I go out all the time now, drink all the time, and cause the same old neesa kinda of trouble...i am blacking out more than ever, and no i am not proud of this, but i dont know what to do, oh yeh i know..

not drink as much or as heavily...oopsy again.

i just told jenna this story today on the phone but i will share with you all.

I went to Brooklyn last friday with my partner in crime Sarah to a dance party i was invited to by another friend, well sarah and i dance and drink and drink and run around in the rain and hop to other bars, we then decide we have to go back to Manhattan....and the trains come SOOO slow really late hours so we are underground at the subway station waiting drunkly (and this is what i actually found out a couple of days of ago from sarah) but we went on the wrong side, we were trying to uptown and we were on the downtown side so we were to drunk and lazy to go all the way up and around so we jumped into the train track (which is so retarded b/c i think you can get electrocuted by some of them )and we ran across the tracks, at the time it was really funny and exhilarting...what can i say but im a dumb ass....

so then about 2 days ago i was leaving my apt and looking for my reddish/pinkish cute little purse and couldnt find it anywhere and i remembered the last time i had it was that night i went to brooklyn i thought that was funny b/c i had all my important stuff, drivers license, camera and phone...but no purse...i asked my roomie if she borrowed it...she said no...so im totally confused and once again (dont worry this goes with my story from above) I found out from sarah that during our little drunk and lost in the subways night out in brooklyn, my purse strap broke and I got mad and upset and she said i took everything out of it stuffed it in my pockets and threw my purse onto the moving subway train passing by......hhmmm....and in my brain i had no clue what happened to the purse...i thoought i misplaced it....

hence the blackouts..

today is 420, ericka is going to come over and we are going to smoke and i am going to pass out.

BOB is coming in 4 days!!! im so excited. it doesnt feel real. i cant believe he is going to get to see my new york life and everyone im friends with. im nervous and happy and i dont know how its going to be, it would have been almost 2 months since i saw him last in Feb. oh well at least im going to get to Pork someone to death...finally.

oh yes I also got an apartment in Brooklyn. because right now i am subletting and randomnly this awesome apartment deal came about. I will be living in this cute 3 bedroom apt. in Bushwick, and i will be pretty close to Williamsburg and we can paint our rooms and the living room is big and we only each pay 533.00 a month wich is SOOO cheap for here. so thats exciting.
I feel so adult more than ever, i went searching for an apt. and put down the money and blah blah and have been talking to the Broker like everyday.

Also its spring here in the city and everything has bloomed, Central Park is beautiful and the city fucknig rocks. everyone seems happier and i love it soooo much. i still cant believe i live in new york now.

I AM becoming A New Yorker.

oh yes and i also got this awesome internship, finally, a good one. you should check it out,
its called Sunshine and Shadows and i work for the designer Lily. shes super cool and her clothing line is pretty well-known she has her designs everywhere from Newyork to La to Japan. and she has been featured in Lucky,Nylon, In style, etc.
I went to it on Thursday and shes real chill and flexible. its in Brooklyn and close to my new apt.
My first day all i did was hang out on a roof with these really hip and funny girls tearing strips of real rabbit fur for her knit hats. we're also going to be doing alot of dying of fabrics, its real textilly but im excited b/c its more my style than me working for Ann Taylor running around doing bitch work like getting coffee and shit. so i will be doing that the whole summer!!!!

everything is going well for me...so far so good

PS: I bought my plane ticket for Kansas. I will be back May 14-19th! get ready to party hardy again bitches!!!

Friday, April 4, 2008

Party in my pants

Im so hungover, tired.
ive partied like everyday this week.

to be continued.....